Candy from a stranger
It's easy taking candy from a stranger...especially when you are cheep already...It's not harce to say things like this...
In an industri like media and showbiz etc. etc. it's so easy to be a sell-out, an outlet-bitch...You know what I mean...
these fools are acting like monkeys...come and see the monkeys dance...
I can't sell myself out like a cheep slutty-nutty bitch like that...I've worked hard to get where I am today and fought for good teamwork sticking up to what ever teams that I end up in...
How can you as a humanbeing act like that?
I think that the animals stick together more then humans do...
Humans is a bunch a big ass idiots with plastic toys...
My old team-mates in gothenburg used to call me blondie...Cause I could sometimes act really blondie-meangirl and diva-like and dramaqueen and be a bitch to every new that comes to the team...But there's a reason for it...I was sticking up for my team..barking at everything that was coming from the outside...because that's what I believe in...Sticking up for your friends and family and workfriends and team-mates and everybody that has been there for me and being on my side...
I can't believe how easy it is to just trow that all away if somebody trows candy in your face...Some girls and boys for that mather in this mediabusiness act like a pack of hungry hyenas...They don't care about anybody but just swallow pretty much anything that is trown to them...and don't have any sence of respect in their bodies to even think about teamwork...
There's a price to pay if you take candy from a stranger...You can swallow and fall into the crap and be just like the other slutties that swallowed the candy and rotten with them...
this is the time..this is now when the bitches and backstabbers gets separated...
choose your side?
I rather be the biggest bitch in town sticking up for my team then being a backstabber with no respect
In an industri like media and showbiz etc. etc. it's so easy to be a sell-out, an outlet-bitch...You know what I mean...
these fools are acting like monkeys...come and see the monkeys dance...
I can't sell myself out like a cheep slutty-nutty bitch like that...I've worked hard to get where I am today and fought for good teamwork sticking up to what ever teams that I end up in...
How can you as a humanbeing act like that?
I think that the animals stick together more then humans do...
Humans is a bunch a big ass idiots with plastic toys...
My old team-mates in gothenburg used to call me blondie...Cause I could sometimes act really blondie-meangirl and diva-like and dramaqueen and be a bitch to every new that comes to the team...But there's a reason for it...I was sticking up for my team..barking at everything that was coming from the outside...because that's what I believe in...Sticking up for your friends and family and workfriends and team-mates and everybody that has been there for me and being on my side...
I can't believe how easy it is to just trow that all away if somebody trows candy in your face...Some girls and boys for that mather in this mediabusiness act like a pack of hungry hyenas...They don't care about anybody but just swallow pretty much anything that is trown to them...and don't have any sence of respect in their bodies to even think about teamwork...
There's a price to pay if you take candy from a stranger...You can swallow and fall into the crap and be just like the other slutties that swallowed the candy and rotten with them...
this is the time..this is now when the bitches and backstabbers gets separated...
choose your side?
I rather be the biggest bitch in town sticking up for my team then being a backstabber with no respect
Hoooneycake
I've take out my thumb out of my ass and clean up my room big time...Now it's newly vaccumed and clean...Smells like roses...and the first snow of Skåne has arrived...What a christmas-spirit...
I have to buy candycolored candles because as you all know..the theme of this years christmas is bon bon cookieland
So as soon as I get the time I will bake some danish Honningkage...it's like soft gingerbread-cookies with chocolatecovers
only that it taste so much better then ordinary soft ginger-cookies that taste like crumbled try sponge...
And get red curtains and maybe a little christmas-tree...A teeny tiny one to put on my desk...Or I could pimp out mini-palm-tree go get a little more tropical christmas...
and every year I make a gingerbread house and then the day after christmas-eve I smash the whole thing and eat it with glögg...that's a holidaytradition fit for royals...
But this is a little overkill don't you think...I prefer my little cottage toped with candy then a gigantic monstercastle
I have to buy candycolored candles because as you all know..the theme of this years christmas is bon bon cookieland
So as soon as I get the time I will bake some danish Honningkage...it's like soft gingerbread-cookies with chocolatecovers
only that it taste so much better then ordinary soft ginger-cookies that taste like crumbled try sponge...
And get red curtains and maybe a little christmas-tree...A teeny tiny one to put on my desk...Or I could pimp out mini-palm-tree go get a little more tropical christmas...
and every year I make a gingerbread house and then the day after christmas-eve I smash the whole thing and eat it with glögg...that's a holidaytradition fit for royals...
But this is a little overkill don't you think...I prefer my little cottage toped with candy then a gigantic monstercastle
Lion with a scent of a flower in the autumn
Oki Im writing some screenplays and now you have the problem of choosing names for the characters...
But then I got off track and had to find out what the meaning of my four names..Firstname 1, Familyname, First name 2 and Middlename.
The first translation is pretty off...I didn't understand why my parents didn't just keep it one time but they had to go and change it after awile to a more european style and double the letters up.
Maybe because both of them where spending too much time in europe that they felt like changing my name to...
But anyways...My firstname vol. 1 was not Lili...nope Im sorry folks...
It was just plain...Ly...My father gave me that name...easy simple...nothing more...that was the origin of the name that I have now...Lili...My mother changed it after a while...the thing is that my aunt and cousins and the rest of my familygang calls me simply by..Ly...it's on my birthcertificate that my grandfather has...
Well it means nothing more then Lion...and what a coincidence. Im a augustchild...born in the sign of a lion...
Flashy right
So let's go over to the familyname which is Pham...And from what I can tell it means "Offend" like you know hating ditching trashtalk you name it...That is the closest that you could translate that...The only sentence that name works in is
"Offend the law"
So you pretty much have a lion that is offending the law...
Im an outlaw..A gangster...a thug...what can I do...
just Keep it gangster!
The other name such as my second firstname...I know it sounds stupid having a second first name which should be the first but when you already have a first den it has to be second...But second names there is no such thing..What I have is a second first name cause Im pretty damn special so I can have two first names...
But well that name H---- means "scent of a flower"
Not what scent and not even a specific flower...Just means the scent of a flower or more like a delicious scent of something somewhat like a flower/perfume...that is pretty confusing since som flowers smells like shit and so do some perfumes...Im gonna go with being a lovely smell instead of smelling like crap...
and the last name...the middle name...it means autumn...just autumn...I love autumn...It's the one seasons where you see soft red yellow brown soft colors...it's windy I know but autumn is the only season where you are wearing the most beautiful clothes of the year...beautiful scarfs and light autumn-jackets with the little boots and you can where skirts and have a little umbrella and maybe a pretty hat...I love the autumn...it's a good season...so there you have it people...
Lion with a scent of a flower in the autumn
But then I got off track and had to find out what the meaning of my four names..Firstname 1, Familyname, First name 2 and Middlename.
The first translation is pretty off...I didn't understand why my parents didn't just keep it one time but they had to go and change it after awile to a more european style and double the letters up.
Maybe because both of them where spending too much time in europe that they felt like changing my name to...
But anyways...My firstname vol. 1 was not Lili...nope Im sorry folks...
It was just plain...Ly...My father gave me that name...easy simple...nothing more...that was the origin of the name that I have now...Lili...My mother changed it after a while...the thing is that my aunt and cousins and the rest of my familygang calls me simply by..Ly...it's on my birthcertificate that my grandfather has...
Well it means nothing more then Lion...and what a coincidence. Im a augustchild...born in the sign of a lion...
Flashy right
So let's go over to the familyname which is Pham...And from what I can tell it means "Offend" like you know hating ditching trashtalk you name it...That is the closest that you could translate that...The only sentence that name works in is
"Offend the law"
So you pretty much have a lion that is offending the law...
Im an outlaw..A gangster...a thug...what can I do...
just Keep it gangster!
The other name such as my second firstname...I know it sounds stupid having a second first name which should be the first but when you already have a first den it has to be second...But second names there is no such thing..What I have is a second first name cause Im pretty damn special so I can have two first names...
But well that name H---- means "scent of a flower"
Not what scent and not even a specific flower...Just means the scent of a flower or more like a delicious scent of something somewhat like a flower/perfume...that is pretty confusing since som flowers smells like shit and so do some perfumes...Im gonna go with being a lovely smell instead of smelling like crap...
and the last name...the middle name...it means autumn...just autumn...I love autumn...It's the one seasons where you see soft red yellow brown soft colors...it's windy I know but autumn is the only season where you are wearing the most beautiful clothes of the year...beautiful scarfs and light autumn-jackets with the little boots and you can where skirts and have a little umbrella and maybe a pretty hat...I love the autumn...it's a good season...so there you have it people...
Lion with a scent of a flower in the autumn
Let me know when you're lonely babe
I have things to say and things to do and things to figure out and more things to leave behind...
Im going abroad with or without you...Where is my appartment? where are all my girls?
where did all the nights with coffe and cookies go?
Am I a fool to believe that giving something up can change it all...
Not in this lifetime...either you take what you want and hope it to stay...if not then you can just cry your heart out and move on which more massdestruction...
I've been lying to myself and everyone else....
Something is about to happen, I can feel it...9 weeks of hallways and cameras and lamps and rain and wind and the lack of coffe and the wish for coffe and the waiting for answers and love and hate and him and this and me and life and us...
when will the word us come to us...or maybe we have made up our minds for how the past is affecting the future...
Im young...I don't think I want to grow old..not for now..I don't know.. who knows....and well with my immaturity I don't think I should be stupid to..
I have a project...no 2 projects on my mind...I don't feel like breaking down right before my favorite holiday...
taking care of my classmates...keeping the cheifs happy...taking time visiting my family and friends...sort out my life, lovelife gymnasticlife, studentlife and pastlife...
Decorate my mothers apartment before Christmas arrives...the theme for this year is going to be Bon Bon cookie-land
so the christmastree is going to be decorated with candy and gingerbread-cookies and other delicious things that you actually could eat...I've already started a bit...
so this is a list of my projects before the Clock strikes 00:00 2009
1. One 30 sec commercial for Lugi Gymnastic.
2. One 2 minutes commercial for Lugi Gymnastic JSM contest april 2009 which has to be done before christmas
3. A project for KOMCTV about a danish thing...can't tell you right now.
4. Columbia University application
5. Gymnasticroutine.
6. Getting back all my songs that I lost when I had to blast the computer :( where have all my róisín murphy songs gone to? One positive thing is that there is someone else in my life that likes róisín to
Good Luck little girl..your life is knocking at you door and it has big surprices waiting for you
Im going abroad with or without you...Where is my appartment? where are all my girls?
where did all the nights with coffe and cookies go?
Am I a fool to believe that giving something up can change it all...
Not in this lifetime...either you take what you want and hope it to stay...if not then you can just cry your heart out and move on which more massdestruction...
I've been lying to myself and everyone else....
Something is about to happen, I can feel it...9 weeks of hallways and cameras and lamps and rain and wind and the lack of coffe and the wish for coffe and the waiting for answers and love and hate and him and this and me and life and us...
when will the word us come to us...or maybe we have made up our minds for how the past is affecting the future...
Im young...I don't think I want to grow old..not for now..I don't know.. who knows....and well with my immaturity I don't think I should be stupid to..
I have a project...no 2 projects on my mind...I don't feel like breaking down right before my favorite holiday...
taking care of my classmates...keeping the cheifs happy...taking time visiting my family and friends...sort out my life, lovelife gymnasticlife, studentlife and pastlife...
Decorate my mothers apartment before Christmas arrives...the theme for this year is going to be Bon Bon cookie-land
so the christmastree is going to be decorated with candy and gingerbread-cookies and other delicious things that you actually could eat...I've already started a bit...
so this is a list of my projects before the Clock strikes 00:00 2009
1. One 30 sec commercial for Lugi Gymnastic.
2. One 2 minutes commercial for Lugi Gymnastic JSM contest april 2009 which has to be done before christmas
3. A project for KOMCTV about a danish thing...can't tell you right now.
4. Columbia University application
5. Gymnasticroutine.
6. Getting back all my songs that I lost when I had to blast the computer :( where have all my róisín murphy songs gone to? One positive thing is that there is someone else in my life that likes róisín to
Good Luck little girl..your life is knocking at you door and it has big surprices waiting for you
recently my ego is going through the roof
time: 02:49
activity: Music and Food
participants: Lili
chapter one:
2005, first year as a gymnasticleader, 17 years old going on 18...
My own coach had a course for all the leaders at the club...A course about diet and health...
Cause the worst thing that a gymnast can do is to have an eating disorder...And it was our responsability to tell our gymnasts about food and healthy food especially.
I used to eat 2 hours before every practice...pasta was a good start...and alot of vegetables...I love vegetables I can eat a package of carrots in no times and paprika please it's like fruit...
And after every training I always have a fruit and a big bottle of water...No wonder I had no problems with 4 days of training with 2 different teams plus my own team of gymnast.
chapter two:
2007 just turned 20...had ups and downs...a breakup...almost at the level of a divorce...my friends his friend my thing his things...Started to work alot...almost to much...short breaks and alot of candy...and coffe...if you work at an office then coffe is both your hero and villain...
so I started to drink more coffe then usual...
The big turn was when I bought a termo-mug...Portable coffe to work and school and at school there was a coffemachine and at work someone always brought me coffe cause well...Look at me Im cute...
It started of with coffe...and after a while I ended up with mr coffe himself...driversteacher...
You could say that he was my dealer and I was the crazy coffeaddict...
he had the espresso machine Nespresso....Look it up it's the machine made by evil coffemakers that wants to slowly pull you into the world of the brown liquid drug...
chapter three:
2008, september...Denmark, Copenhagen, Long days and 3 hours trainride back and forth everyday to the office in denmark...I did eat well some days...Not everyday...But most of the time...
the coffe was still there...the portable coffemug was with me almost everyday...and the more coffe I drank the harder the gymnastic went and the harder that went, even more nauseas did I get...and it ends up with a back that hurts...a neck that is capute...and muscles that gives up once in a while...
It went a bit to far and to bad with my diet that I looked like something just died on my face...No energy in my body...
and then he came along that blue eyed dude that gave me a banana..
And well if a girl gets a banana we don't say no to that....the big yellow banana made my day but I was still trapped in the evil world of candy and coffe...
chapter four:
last day of practice...freedom? no...back to the old life...No...
I was in a relationship...well a kind of relationship..well no not a relationship...more like a situation...and situations after situations and after on and off again...me and the banana-dude where confused...no communications...one to many times standing in the rain with tears..one to many times acting like a damn fool...one to many times both of us didn't quite appreciated the moment and got caught up in bad thoughts...
My diet started to walk away from me...
1 big latte 1 croissant 3 pingvinstång...
that was my breakfast at 8
that was my dinner at 17 and that was my late night supper at 21...
Interesting how this 5 little things can turn you upside down..
and you get completly koko...
and then you mess up your own sleepcycle and trow up occasionally after activitys...No Im not pregnant...cause that would be the easy part...and I don't have an eating disorder since I believe that bacon and pancakes are Gods gift to the people...
And I can eat food..Im hungry all the time...But my ego has been running of somewhere far away...
I haven't been eating for 36 hours...and sleeping for less then 5 hours per day...I woke up at 14 yesterday and had the strange feeling that I just eat my whole family...It was me hallucinating and hungry which explanes why I dreamt that I just eat my whole family...
chapter five:
copenhagen wine homemade chocolatetryffles made by me...and then Im up to almost 48 hours without proper food in my stomach...from 00:00 - 05:35 no sleep...05:36 He has closed his eyes...heavy breathing..and a little snoreing...
I don't mind it...I just breath in for a while...it was difficult to fall asleep cause I could hear my own heartbeats...and then at I think it was at 8:30 or maybe 9 Im not sure...But it was about then where I felt that my eyes where falling...And just the second before I fall to sleep he wakes up...such a bad timing...I sleep for a while for how long I don't now...
But when I started to open my eyes I felt nauseas again...really bad...I felt drunk and it felt like having a fever.
and then he showed up again...I didn't hallucinate that and he wasn't gone...I got some breakfast and greentea and muesli and ricemilk and applejuice and multivitamins and well the rest of the day went well really well even with bad news it still went well...
chapter six:
Malmö C. I fell asleep the whole way from Norreport to Malmö...
I was thirsty and found myself walking to espressohouse...I felt like the whole day with him and with greentea was something that Im about to sacrifice for a cup of coffe and Im going back to my old diet and life...
the cashier open her mouth asking me what I wanted to drink and I heard myself say:
- I would like that wholemeal salmon sandwich and a cup of greentea please...
I got my cup and sandwich and sat down for a while to wake up...and then I realized that I just order a cup of greentea when I could order a big latte and a cookie. This is not a trend thing this is for real now...I forgot to mention that I have found my best nap-partner...It is a huge step...just falling asleep with a person...That moment when you just sleep...
No stress no obligations no confusion...It was a powernap...just for an hour just an hour where both your mind and soul is at standby...
Im going to bed now and the time right now is 04:24
it's late I know but Im feeling good...if you can't reach me for hours and maybe even a day it's because Im catching up on my sleeping...
Goodnight folks
activity: Music and Food
participants: Lili
chapter one:
2005, first year as a gymnasticleader, 17 years old going on 18...
My own coach had a course for all the leaders at the club...A course about diet and health...
Cause the worst thing that a gymnast can do is to have an eating disorder...And it was our responsability to tell our gymnasts about food and healthy food especially.
I used to eat 2 hours before every practice...pasta was a good start...and alot of vegetables...I love vegetables I can eat a package of carrots in no times and paprika please it's like fruit...
And after every training I always have a fruit and a big bottle of water...No wonder I had no problems with 4 days of training with 2 different teams plus my own team of gymnast.
chapter two:
2007 just turned 20...had ups and downs...a breakup...almost at the level of a divorce...my friends his friend my thing his things...Started to work alot...almost to much...short breaks and alot of candy...and coffe...if you work at an office then coffe is both your hero and villain...
so I started to drink more coffe then usual...
The big turn was when I bought a termo-mug...Portable coffe to work and school and at school there was a coffemachine and at work someone always brought me coffe cause well...Look at me Im cute...
It started of with coffe...and after a while I ended up with mr coffe himself...driversteacher...
You could say that he was my dealer and I was the crazy coffeaddict...
he had the espresso machine Nespresso....Look it up it's the machine made by evil coffemakers that wants to slowly pull you into the world of the brown liquid drug...
chapter three:
2008, september...Denmark, Copenhagen, Long days and 3 hours trainride back and forth everyday to the office in denmark...I did eat well some days...Not everyday...But most of the time...
the coffe was still there...the portable coffemug was with me almost everyday...and the more coffe I drank the harder the gymnastic went and the harder that went, even more nauseas did I get...and it ends up with a back that hurts...a neck that is capute...and muscles that gives up once in a while...
It went a bit to far and to bad with my diet that I looked like something just died on my face...No energy in my body...
and then he came along that blue eyed dude that gave me a banana..
And well if a girl gets a banana we don't say no to that....the big yellow banana made my day but I was still trapped in the evil world of candy and coffe...
chapter four:
last day of practice...freedom? no...back to the old life...No...
I was in a relationship...well a kind of relationship..well no not a relationship...more like a situation...and situations after situations and after on and off again...me and the banana-dude where confused...no communications...one to many times standing in the rain with tears..one to many times acting like a damn fool...one to many times both of us didn't quite appreciated the moment and got caught up in bad thoughts...
My diet started to walk away from me...
1 big latte 1 croissant 3 pingvinstång...
that was my breakfast at 8
that was my dinner at 17 and that was my late night supper at 21...
Interesting how this 5 little things can turn you upside down..
and you get completly koko...
and then you mess up your own sleepcycle and trow up occasionally after activitys...No Im not pregnant...cause that would be the easy part...and I don't have an eating disorder since I believe that bacon and pancakes are Gods gift to the people...
And I can eat food..Im hungry all the time...But my ego has been running of somewhere far away...
I haven't been eating for 36 hours...and sleeping for less then 5 hours per day...I woke up at 14 yesterday and had the strange feeling that I just eat my whole family...It was me hallucinating and hungry which explanes why I dreamt that I just eat my whole family...
chapter five:
copenhagen wine homemade chocolatetryffles made by me...and then Im up to almost 48 hours without proper food in my stomach...from 00:00 - 05:35 no sleep...05:36 He has closed his eyes...heavy breathing..and a little snoreing...
I don't mind it...I just breath in for a while...it was difficult to fall asleep cause I could hear my own heartbeats...and then at I think it was at 8:30 or maybe 9 Im not sure...But it was about then where I felt that my eyes where falling...And just the second before I fall to sleep he wakes up...such a bad timing...I sleep for a while for how long I don't now...
But when I started to open my eyes I felt nauseas again...really bad...I felt drunk and it felt like having a fever.
and then he showed up again...I didn't hallucinate that and he wasn't gone...I got some breakfast and greentea and muesli and ricemilk and applejuice and multivitamins and well the rest of the day went well really well even with bad news it still went well...
chapter six:
Malmö C. I fell asleep the whole way from Norreport to Malmö...
I was thirsty and found myself walking to espressohouse...I felt like the whole day with him and with greentea was something that Im about to sacrifice for a cup of coffe and Im going back to my old diet and life...
the cashier open her mouth asking me what I wanted to drink and I heard myself say:
- I would like that wholemeal salmon sandwich and a cup of greentea please...
I got my cup and sandwich and sat down for a while to wake up...and then I realized that I just order a cup of greentea when I could order a big latte and a cookie. This is not a trend thing this is for real now...I forgot to mention that I have found my best nap-partner...It is a huge step...just falling asleep with a person...That moment when you just sleep...
No stress no obligations no confusion...It was a powernap...just for an hour just an hour where both your mind and soul is at standby...
Im going to bed now and the time right now is 04:24
it's late I know but Im feeling good...if you can't reach me for hours and maybe even a day it's because Im catching up on my sleeping...
Goodnight folks
Please don't stop music
My girl are snapping up my gymnasticsroutine that I made for them...But my attention goes to one of the girls named Siri...
She reminds me soo much of myself when I trained those kind of moves...
She never said anything most of the time and when we are picking spots for the routine she stands in the back...
I did the same thing...It is a little bit tacky wanting to stand in in front if you ain't got the moves right and I have a tendency to put to high expectation on myself and thought that everybody else did that on me, so I stood in back...and if somebody pulled me to the front then I would try to outdance myself to...
But this little girl Siri she dance technicly exactly the same as I do...
We did the routine at the same time and well it was creepy how even we was...
She is as bad as me on the other gymnasticparts...but we outdance the rest of the team...
So cute...Mini-Lili is faboulous...
But the rest of the girls is snapping up really well...
Even thought they can't shut the hell up...
But 12 - 14 year old girls could never really shut up, that I know...
But now I have to get my ass up from the computer and into the showers and get going to copenhagen...
the weather is bad bad bad
and my back is bad bad bad
And my knees are feeling a bit soggy cause we rolled on the floor yesterday
Peace out Malmö
She reminds me soo much of myself when I trained those kind of moves...
She never said anything most of the time and when we are picking spots for the routine she stands in the back...
I did the same thing...It is a little bit tacky wanting to stand in in front if you ain't got the moves right and I have a tendency to put to high expectation on myself and thought that everybody else did that on me, so I stood in back...and if somebody pulled me to the front then I would try to outdance myself to...
But this little girl Siri she dance technicly exactly the same as I do...
We did the routine at the same time and well it was creepy how even we was...
She is as bad as me on the other gymnasticparts...but we outdance the rest of the team...
So cute...Mini-Lili is faboulous...
But the rest of the girls is snapping up really well...
Even thought they can't shut the hell up...
But 12 - 14 year old girls could never really shut up, that I know...
But now I have to get my ass up from the computer and into the showers and get going to copenhagen...
the weather is bad bad bad
and my back is bad bad bad
And my knees are feeling a bit soggy cause we rolled on the floor yesterday
Peace out Malmö
And the hardest part was letting go, not taking part
Im trying to do this superadvanced dance/gymnastic-program for my gymnasts...Which is hard...since I feel like to be able to teach them to do the exact same movements this trainer has to be able to do it to...
I never believed in having trainers that are totally out of shape and just screams at the gymnast do this do that...Not when they are 12 - 14 like my girls...
Besides Im 21 so I should be able to roll on my back and do the same jumps and things that I want them to do...
But it really isn't an easy job...
My back hurts from catching one of those girls that is the same size at me...
Which is enough to crack my back...
But yes right now Im kind of dizzy from spinning on the floor and rolling and going up and piruettes down and stretch...
Showbusiness hurts
I never believed in having trainers that are totally out of shape and just screams at the gymnast do this do that...Not when they are 12 - 14 like my girls...
Besides Im 21 so I should be able to roll on my back and do the same jumps and things that I want them to do...
But it really isn't an easy job...
My back hurts from catching one of those girls that is the same size at me...
Which is enough to crack my back...
But yes right now Im kind of dizzy from spinning on the floor and rolling and going up and piruettes down and stretch...
Showbusiness hurts
Let your private emotion come to me
I just made a chocolate-cake...
Cake makes a person happy...Just by baking it and then eating it...
Im like the character Izzie from Grey's Anatomy...I bake when Im sad or happy or feeling any kind of private emotions...
And what a beautiful cake....
But first things first...
Check out my judging out-fit...
Very konservative Bible-salesman outfit...Maybe next time I can go like tila tequila in a bikini and kittycat-ears on my head
These where my photographers of the day...They filmed some material for the commercial that Im going to make for my gymnasticsclub
aren't they fab? Very very professional
Very cute that I even had a card where it said Lili Pham Press
Gangster Im telling you...Im one step closer to taking over the world
And here we have Högevallsbadets Sporthall
Good Hall...Nice lights...
And on the white tables in the middle there was the judges table...I gave points in the Trampett...
That is the big ass blue-red thing in the middle...
Fantastic gymnastic did we skåningar get to see that afternoon....
My first time as a judge...nervous as hell and these kids go and do crazy difficult stuff that you wouldn't normally get to see that often...But luckily I am incredible critical and not easy to impress so I could handle the hard stuff...
and the last thing before I have to go to sleep...
I saw the biggest big ass rainbow I have ever seen...It went like a bow right over me...wonderful
Cake makes a person happy...Just by baking it and then eating it...
Im like the character Izzie from Grey's Anatomy...I bake when Im sad or happy or feeling any kind of private emotions...
And what a beautiful cake....
But first things first...
Check out my judging out-fit...
Very konservative Bible-salesman outfit...Maybe next time I can go like tila tequila in a bikini and kittycat-ears on my head
These where my photographers of the day...They filmed some material for the commercial that Im going to make for my gymnasticsclub
aren't they fab? Very very professional
Very cute that I even had a card where it said Lili Pham Press
Gangster Im telling you...Im one step closer to taking over the world
And here we have Högevallsbadets Sporthall
Good Hall...Nice lights...
And on the white tables in the middle there was the judges table...I gave points in the Trampett...
That is the big ass blue-red thing in the middle...
Fantastic gymnastic did we skåningar get to see that afternoon....
My first time as a judge...nervous as hell and these kids go and do crazy difficult stuff that you wouldn't normally get to see that often...But luckily I am incredible critical and not easy to impress so I could handle the hard stuff...
and the last thing before I have to go to sleep...
I saw the biggest big ass rainbow I have ever seen...It went like a bow right over me...wonderful
Time waits for no man
it's like so...I don't have time for much nowadays...
Since I past my test to be a gymnastic-jugde in troup-gymnastic I felt like Im in love again...
The feeling of sitting in front of a big audience and having the power of 400 gymnasts...You might get a little overwhelmed...
Im happy though...but when you are as focus as I am on one task, it's so easy to forget about many other things in life...
Such as my application to Colombia...Im trying so hard to not think about it but yet I do try to think about it all the time...
I have essays that aren't finish and Im hating myself a little more everyday cause I don't have the mind of a writer...
Im trying to take a bit of my life and a bit of others and a bit of something good and something bad...
It's hard people...Maybe this is a sign that Im not ready to apply for this school...Yet it feels like a place for me...
It has a total different level...and for a person like me who sometimes aim to high it's perfect...
But maybe Im going over the top on this one...
Well see...I have some ideas in store...
I've just got to plane my next move....And from what I've understand...Showbusiness is all about kick everybody down and lick you way up...
That is not my path...Im on my way to a life that Im worthy of having and doing things that I love...
what this business need is not another backstabbing son of a bitch...
It's Showtime
Since I past my test to be a gymnastic-jugde in troup-gymnastic I felt like Im in love again...
The feeling of sitting in front of a big audience and having the power of 400 gymnasts...You might get a little overwhelmed...
Im happy though...but when you are as focus as I am on one task, it's so easy to forget about many other things in life...
Such as my application to Colombia...Im trying so hard to not think about it but yet I do try to think about it all the time...
I have essays that aren't finish and Im hating myself a little more everyday cause I don't have the mind of a writer...
Im trying to take a bit of my life and a bit of others and a bit of something good and something bad...
It's hard people...Maybe this is a sign that Im not ready to apply for this school...Yet it feels like a place for me...
It has a total different level...and for a person like me who sometimes aim to high it's perfect...
But maybe Im going over the top on this one...
Well see...I have some ideas in store...
I've just got to plane my next move....And from what I've understand...Showbusiness is all about kick everybody down and lick you way up...
That is not my path...Im on my way to a life that Im worthy of having and doing things that I love...
what this business need is not another backstabbing son of a bitch...
It's Showtime
