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Lili little me lil' Lili is ill Lili....

I have a cold and my head is like pumpkin...My face all puffy and I can't see, hear or breath...but don't worry Im still cute!
The only problem is that I have alot of work to do and as soon as I sit infront of a computer I get nosebleed and headache and also I can't train since from the start I don't have any strength to begin with and now with the cold Im even weeker...
And I have a nose-spray with me incase I can't breath but the thing is I have a huge fear for nose-sprays

To me it's the source of all evil...I hate the feeling and I hate to have to put it in my nose and then oh looky there I have to put it up my nose again...once things has been up my nose during my cold I don't want to put it there again...

And I have to count to three before I spray...
Im lying now! I count to about 30 seconds...Since Im scared like hell...
It's the same thing with eyedrops...I rather get a fully brasilian wax then to put drops in my eyes...

To hell with this cold...

Im done...


P.S. the blog is back...and along the way I've seen many people starting blog after blog...
Why are you even trying?
Second place is always first loser!

the title means backroll...almost like a gymnastics normal easy backroll...only problem is that the backroll in aikido and the backroll in gymnastics is totally different.

Now you wonder why Im talking about backrolls?
the evolution of Lili is very interesting...
First I started out with ballet/jazz dance because dancing is easy for me...always have always will...my dancing is equally good as my singing is bad. So the ones that knows me knows that my singing is really awful...but what you lack in voice you gain in motions...very poetic from the girl that doesn't understand poetry.

And when the dancing slowed down I moved over to cheerleading...cheerleading gave me a special power...from there I began to think that I can do anything...which is both good and bad...but as they say...Cheerleaders can fly!
It went well from there but then I switch to gymnastics...

Gymnastics is a sport where you easily can break your neck and pretty much every bones in my body...
I like sports where there's a possible chance that you can break something...some bones in yourself or others.
During my highschool years with 50 procent school and 50 procent gymnastics my old teacher/mentor. Yepp he was my mentor... He took the whole class to his aikidoclub to make us all learn about discipline and respect...
Most of the class failed big times...My old class ...as much as I liked them all... they where a bunch of big time slackers...

I remember from that time that I had a lot of fun...I understood most of the new beginners tecniques but when you are so pulled into my gymnastics as I was it is hard to switch over to something else...althought my teacher said that I could go far with aikido...I put that on the side for a couple of years...

And I ended up in denmark...and what do you know? another teacher/mentor/supervisor that was a sensai in aikido...
So either aikido is following me picking at me to start for fakk sake or I was unconsciously following aikido...

Do I think that Im ready for aikido? No
But did I think that about the rest of my old sports? No

I think is good that I think and feel like the biggest rookie in the club, in every club...that how you get better...never the best but better...It is better to be the worse students among the best then the best among the worse...
Im not going to be the blind lead by the blinds...

But now I feel that Im ready for aikido...It's time for it...I have been surrounded by it for so long...It is time

i just started training at 2 dojos at the same time...which is good...you get to different sides of everything...you get different senseis that teachers different...and you learn some techniques easier from some then from others...

I shouldn't be favourising one over another but it is so that one club was really kind and not a bunch of showoffs and they told me good things about the other club but when I went to train with the other club they where a bite bitching against the others...Jealous? pretty much I think...It is not among the senseis that I was talking with...it was with the students...But students or senseis it doesn't matter you don't ditch other clubs without knowing who they are and what they do and how they teach.

So I have chosen my side...But it doesn't mean that I can't train with the other to...I like the people in both clubs...Not nessicary there oppinions..it's cool...they are cool!

Im pretty tired right now...it was a hard training yesterday...I just learned Ushiro Ukemi and Im pretty good at it now...but it still got a twist of gymnastics in it...but hey Im the fastest one to get up on my feet after a fall...Boom shakalak

My boss is going to whoop my ass soon if I don't stop bloggin and started recording...Im alone in the studio today with three cameras and a mixertable...Is it worth it? let me work it!

Im gonna whoop til there's no whooping of booty left to whoop...
As you all know! I have started training aikido...And this week is the last week before pain and broken bones will enter this body...The best part is that I've learn some new moves and my senseis think that Im good and not another retard rookie...
Retard I am but no rookie...But it's a bit weird being in the newbeginnersclass...Since I've never ever been in a new beginners class in my life when it somes to training...Not in dance, cheerleading or gymnastics...
So now to start from the botten of the foodchain waiting for the other big lions to eat first you kind of want to whoop some ass fooo shoooww

But we will see...I give myself a month! A month to become good...Maybe after a month if I suck in anyway anyhow then I should decided whether to continue or not...But from what I can tell and what the Teachers say...Im pretty damn good!

Here's the thing! I have an very delicate skin...and in Aikido people will grap you and trow you around...all I can say is friction...imagine something dry rubbing against you over and over again in ways that you don't enjoy..
rub rub rub! dry dry dry...

pictures will come very soon!

I say that everytime but you know until the pictures actually will arrive on the blog you can just imagine me naked or maybe imagine your boss or the busdriver naked...eitherway keep yourself busy busy

this is how it goes...
I went shoe shopping at first..shopping calms you down before doing heavy machinary...In my case it was aikido...
anyhow I bought 2 par of sneakers...why sneakers you might ask?
well my feet have died and my back is broken of all the running in heels troughout the years...so my feet needs to rest from damage...

and also I look very cute in sneakers  especially pink one...
I had about 7 bags full of things...my aikido-suit or more right my "gi"

and I had my little belt...and matching headband ofcourse you have to match even through pain and fighting...
I had some sushi to get into the mode of japan and well I was so in the mode


...This blog was written for 3 days ago but due to the no time for bloggin this is posted now today when you have nothing to do but wait for training in the morning with gymnasts...

Every fucking winter the same shit happens...
I catch a cold and get really blowned up and can't breath, hear or see...
Which makes me very tired and grumpy...Yesterday me and my family had to go to a friends dinnerparty which made me even worse...I was so tired and hungry but it was a pain in the ass to swallow..I had to have soup...what the fuck!
Let's hope that I get well soon...since I eat medicin like candy...
Now it is so that my mother is looking for tickets to Vietnam everyday every minute so it means that if I know her well then any day now we will be on a plan and if all goes well I will end up on a plane afterward to Japan cause I've been talking about New York and Tokyo ever since I was 8...And New York is my second home so now I have to have a date with Japan to...
I think I would fit in pretty well...

But sorry people I have to go and eat some garlic and have some painkillers...

By the way...I start to train a martial art during spring...triple treath that's my iname