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WELL new years eve went well...food and food and chill and food...Im tired of trying to run around acting like a fool promising things to myself...I can promise this...year 2009 is all about hard work and money...so the I can be on a plane to tokyo japan fall 2009 ...I have to I must I don't care...Im going alone I don't care...fuck it all...Im going there to grow...

but here are the pictures from yesterday voila!!

the title means backroll...almost like a gymnastics normal easy backroll...only problem is that the backroll in aikido and the backroll in gymnastics is totally different.

Now you wonder why Im talking about backrolls?
the evolution of Lili is very interesting...
First I started out with ballet/jazz dance because dancing is easy for me...always have always will...my dancing is equally good as my singing is bad. So the ones that knows me knows that my singing is really awful...but what you lack in voice you gain in motions...very poetic from the girl that doesn't understand poetry.

And when the dancing slowed down I moved over to cheerleading...cheerleading gave me a special power...from there I began to think that I can do anything...which is both good and bad...but as they say...Cheerleaders can fly!
It went well from there but then I switch to gymnastics...

Gymnastics is a sport where you easily can break your neck and pretty much every bones in my body...
I like sports where there's a possible chance that you can break something...some bones in yourself or others.
During my highschool years with 50 procent school and 50 procent gymnastics my old teacher/mentor. Yepp he was my mentor... He took the whole class to his aikidoclub to make us all learn about discipline and respect...
Most of the class failed big times...My old class ...as much as I liked them all... they where a bunch of big time slackers...

I remember from that time that I had a lot of fun...I understood most of the new beginners tecniques but when you are so pulled into my gymnastics as I was it is hard to switch over to something else...althought my teacher said that I could go far with aikido...I put that on the side for a couple of years...

And I ended up in denmark...and what do you know? another teacher/mentor/supervisor that was a sensai in aikido...
So either aikido is following me picking at me to start for fakk sake or I was unconsciously following aikido...

Do I think that Im ready for aikido? No
But did I think that about the rest of my old sports? No

I think is good that I think and feel like the biggest rookie in the club, in every club...that how you get better...never the best but better...It is better to be the worse students among the best then the best among the worse...
Im not going to be the blind lead by the blinds...

But now I feel that Im ready for aikido...It's time for it...I have been surrounded by it for so long...It is time

i just started training at 2 dojos at the same time...which is good...you get to different sides of everything...you get different senseis that teachers different...and you learn some techniques easier from some then from others...

I shouldn't be favourising one over another but it is so that one club was really kind and not a bunch of showoffs and they told me good things about the other club but when I went to train with the other club they where a bite bitching against the others...Jealous? pretty much I think...It is not among the senseis that I was talking with...it was with the students...But students or senseis it doesn't matter you don't ditch other clubs without knowing who they are and what they do and how they teach.

So I have chosen my side...But it doesn't mean that I can't train with the other to...I like the people in both clubs...Not nessicary there oppinions..it's cool...they are cool!

Im pretty tired right now...it was a hard training yesterday...I just learned Ushiro Ukemi and Im pretty good at it now...but it still got a twist of gymnastics in it...but hey Im the fastest one to get up on my feet after a fall...Boom shakalak

My boss is going to whoop my ass soon if I don't stop bloggin and started recording...Im alone in the studio today with three cameras and a mixertable...Is it worth it? let me work it!

Im gonna whoop til there's no whooping of booty left to whoop...
As you all know! I have started training aikido...And this week is the last week before pain and broken bones will enter this body...The best part is that I've learn some new moves and my senseis think that Im good and not another retard rookie...
Retard I am but no rookie...But it's a bit weird being in the newbeginnersclass...Since I've never ever been in a new beginners class in my life when it somes to training...Not in dance, cheerleading or gymnastics...
So now to start from the botten of the foodchain waiting for the other big lions to eat first you kind of want to whoop some ass fooo shoooww

But we will see...I give myself a month! A month to become good...Maybe after a month if I suck in anyway anyhow then I should decided whether to continue or not...But from what I can tell and what the Teachers say...Im pretty damn good!

Here's the thing! I have an very delicate skin...and in Aikido people will grap you and trow you around...all I can say is friction...imagine something dry rubbing against you over and over again in ways that you don't enjoy..
rub rub rub! dry dry dry...

pictures will come very soon!

I say that everytime but you know until the pictures actually will arrive on the blog you can just imagine me naked or maybe imagine your boss or the busdriver naked...eitherway keep yourself busy busy

this is how it goes...
I went shoe shopping at first..shopping calms you down before doing heavy machinary...In my case it was aikido...
anyhow I bought 2 par of sneakers...why sneakers you might ask?
well my feet have died and my back is broken of all the running in heels troughout the years...so my feet needs to rest from damage...

and also I look very cute in sneakers  especially pink one...
I had about 7 bags full of things...my aikido-suit or more right my "gi"

and I had my little belt...and matching headband ofcourse you have to match even through pain and fighting...
I had some sushi to get into the mode of japan and well I was so in the mode


...This blog was written for 3 days ago but due to the no time for bloggin this is posted now today when you have nothing to do but wait for training in the morning with gymnasts...

I don't write everyday anymore...and people still read the blog...Im still instyle....But it won't be that much blogging during spring...not since I've just got 6 boys along with my 20 girls at the gymnastics...Now you may think that 6 boys isn't alot but let me tell you that having 6 boys with 20 girls at the age of 13 isn't really the dreamteam...They are great at gymnastic but the whole growing up part and me who have to deal all that along with things like gymnastic can drive me crazy sometimes...
and also dealing with school and shit...Im a have to whoop somebodies ass...

i heard him yell something
it shouldn't be this bad
he's spitting as he says, hi i catch fire
so fortunate for you, you were free to choose
that's not enough to keep me from yelling
she shivers at her desk
as he yells 12 pm
but no one's running late, they're all airheads
cause he is on the move, and these virgins talk about groove
and make it sound so credible, oh

oh tonight's suffused with love,
don't spend all your time, it's only hit and run
why spend all your time, makin someone else's dream

you always meet these girls, penetrating eyes
and tentatively i require names
but he is on their minds
young, lost, occupi-ied time
vanishes unfortunately

can i have learned eyes? i knew you'd hesitate
i pictured this, unfortunately no
we haven't got the time
he is on their minds,
that's not enough to keep me on the outside

oh tonight's suffused with love,
don't spend all your time, it's only hit and run
why spend all your time, makin someone else's dream

I listen to strange music, music made by kids...But who cares..there's a good tune behind ut and the lyrics is pretty fun...
I have grown out of cartoon but when will I grow up from this kind of music...And I still think Britney kick ass...
No wonder my old teammates called me Blondie...so we can't go more wrong then this...Well my dear readers Im pretty busy nowaday...trying to find a new place to live and also trying to find a new education and job and friends and life

Break a leg

By the way, photos from new years eve will soon be up