Word Ya Heard

the title means backroll...almost like a gymnastics normal easy backroll...only problem is that the backroll in aikido and the backroll in gymnastics is totally different.

Now you wonder why Im talking about backrolls?
the evolution of Lili is very interesting...
First I started out with ballet/jazz dance because dancing is easy for me...always have always will...my dancing is equally good as my singing is bad. So the ones that knows me knows that my singing is really awful...but what you lack in voice you gain in motions...very poetic from the girl that doesn't understand poetry.

And when the dancing slowed down I moved over to cheerleading...cheerleading gave me a special power...from there I began to think that I can do anything...which is both good and bad...but as they say...Cheerleaders can fly!
It went well from there but then I switch to gymnastics...

Gymnastics is a sport where you easily can break your neck and pretty much every bones in my body...
I like sports where there's a possible chance that you can break something...some bones in yourself or others.
During my highschool years with 50 procent school and 50 procent gymnastics my old teacher/mentor. Yepp he was my mentor... He took the whole class to his aikidoclub to make us all learn about discipline and respect...
Most of the class failed big times...My old class ...as much as I liked them all... they where a bunch of big time slackers...

I remember from that time that I had a lot of fun...I understood most of the new beginners tecniques but when you are so pulled into my gymnastics as I was it is hard to switch over to something else...althought my teacher said that I could go far with aikido...I put that on the side for a couple of years...

And I ended up in denmark...and what do you know? another teacher/mentor/supervisor that was a sensai in aikido...
So either aikido is following me picking at me to start for fakk sake or I was unconsciously following aikido...

Do I think that Im ready for aikido? No
But did I think that about the rest of my old sports? No

I think is good that I think and feel like the biggest rookie in the club, in every club...that how you get better...never the best but better...It is better to be the worse students among the best then the best among the worse...
Im not going to be the blind lead by the blinds...

But now I feel that Im ready for aikido...It's time for it...I have been surrounded by it for so long...It is time

i just started training at 2 dojos at the same time...which is good...you get to different sides of everything...you get different senseis that teachers different...and you learn some techniques easier from some then from others...

I shouldn't be favourising one over another but it is so that one club was really kind and not a bunch of showoffs and they told me good things about the other club but when I went to train with the other club they where a bite bitching against the others...Jealous? pretty much I think...It is not among the senseis that I was talking with...it was with the students...But students or senseis it doesn't matter you don't ditch other clubs without knowing who they are and what they do and how they teach.

So I have chosen my side...But it doesn't mean that I can't train with the other to...I like the people in both clubs...Not nessicary there oppinions..it's cool...they are cool!

Im pretty tired right now...it was a hard training yesterday...I just learned Ushiro Ukemi and Im pretty good at it now...but it still got a twist of gymnastics in it...but hey Im the fastest one to get up on my feet after a fall...Boom shakalak

My boss is going to whoop my ass soon if I don't stop bloggin and started recording...Im alone in the studio today with three cameras and a mixertable...Is it worth it? let me work it!