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It is irritating not being able to sleep at night...My sick idea of making time go by so that I could be on my way was not sleeping at all...So I drown myself in strong coffe...like that would help? It never does...Atleast it keeps me awake. But doesnt really make me feel alert. And those few hours that I manage to fall asleep it often involves nightmares...Have anyone of you ever dreamt about having someone that you can't see chasing you?

That is what I have dreamt about these last days but different. It was somebody that was chasing me thru a big building but I always somehow just want him to find me and everytime in my dream when I stop running I wake up.
I still can't figure out if Im scared of him or if Im scared because he never reach me in time. Maybe I was running from someone and he was trying to reach me...and as soon as he was close enough I trown myself out of the dream.

Maybe I don't need to speculate that much about this dream...people dream all the time...
I have got the information that if you don't remember what you dreamt about it means that you have had a good night sleep...well then it explains why I can remember my dreams so clearly everyday...sometimes like today I just kept thinking about the dream when I should be present...

Maybe I should be strong...there have been and will come nightmares bigger then this...but for now my way of  not falling into nightmares is to not sleep at all...it feels somehow ok not sleeping...You can read some books or work on some paperworks...anything that is quite so you wont wake up the house.

Please ignore the video but the song is good though